im not sure whether im doing the right thing or not..
for all i know, im following what my heart tells me to do..

yes... uncertainties definitely in my mind always...
the future that lies ahead is unknown..

that made me so scared...

i know im the type of person who dislikes changes.. too much changes.. yes.. rigid u can say abt me... but hei.. who am i kidding right..world doesnt evolve ard me only.. i need to move on to go to the future.. n yes, who knows, there are much better things for me somewhere that ive never been..

going to work nowadays is a joyful thing to do.. albeit the tiredness that i will have.. albeit the snobbish orders from dr.s that dont know nuts (im just saying the newer ones), albeit the nonsense attitude that the patient or relatives are giving.. at the end of the day, when i pass over my report n walking towards the tea-room, i know i have conquer another day at work/war..

and yes.. it is lovely when people really do appreciate ur help in every little thing... i did received a compliment from a pt's daughter today.. which it came from the patient originally... coz i don understand what the hell this patient is talking abt.. very CHIMP hokkien.. not that im fluent in that language.. setakat kaceng- kilai, means butt up.. anyway. it totally made my day..

or when the relatives gave one big cake from Angie's choice or 3 boxes of cakes from POLAR.. or fresh bouquet of flowers sitting at the round table... yeah.. that sort of thing ya know.. it means, they value our help when in time in need..

oh well.. tmr is another day at war again...

tmr is night war for 3 days.. then 4 days of TLC at home...