meowwww..

i feel much better.. however.. still not myself yet.. period..

i was really not myself in the morning... what a wake up call man.. really sux.. i was moody all the way.. hair not properly tied.. face was crunch all the way to redhill.. yeah.. i looked myself in the reflection of the mrt train... i told myself .." isha, u looked haggard!. wif that kind of face.. it doesnt work".. hmm den i asked myself.."WHY!"... den i knew.. i lost my smile.. i no longer know how to smile.. smile that really will make me feel better..

den off to Eunos .. cried along the way.. im sorry, u have to endure this my friend..

laughter only came when i was wif my students.. they r such a sweethearts.... love them lots.. love them for who they r.. which is... being kids....

thanks cik n pakcik..for inviting me to ur house... n mary.. thanks..food was delicious.. nak tambah.. tapi malu.. haha..

den off to meet kak ina!!.. yes.. what a time to share wif her.. we jus chilled at haagen daaz.. wat the shit.. banana split for $14++.. wat crap lar.. lebih baik aku makan kat gelare!!.. but then.. dah duduk.. nak buat cam mana...tak kan nak bangun kan... buat malu je..yup.. we talked abt a lot of things.. baik dari cinta sampai ke kerja.. hmm... she has been like a sister to me that i nvr had...