darn it

i don know what i want in life... wait... i know what i want.. arrgghh.. i seriously don know what i want..im scared.. im scared of the future.. why am i like this.. must i always feel this way whenever this thing strikes me?

i feel sad

i feel scared

im unhappy

i felt so much sad emotions, that i don know anymore.. i know im babbling nonsense... i cant help it.. i irritated both of my very very good friends.. im so sorry mary.. im so sorry lina.. haizz.. nak nangis .. tak tahu nak nangis pasal apa.. haha.. im being pathetic.. i know.. but.. really.. depressed to the max..

now.. i feel like im a relationship counsellor gitu.. haha... kak ina talks to me abt her relationship problem...i mean a 26 yr old girl confide wif a 20 yr old girll.. a girl who don know much abt love.. but knows hell a lot on how distant from guys.. n know how to skip away fr guys.. n. knows how to avoid being hurt by them..yup.. that is isha specialty..

c how lar tmr... how the day work out for me... bad?.. good?.. hmmm.. only HE knows...