I think.. exhaustion plays a BIG part here...

I could not sleep for these past few days.. and im feeling numb.. i could not think much...
and im feeling very much lonely now...

im missing home big time now..

i swear..

i swear im missing home like freaking shit...

When i called home just now, i have no intention to shed a single tear.. but talking to my mum.. haizzzzzz.... alone in my room...with 4 white walls all ard me...when silent crepe in... tears just welled up... words that i spoke, just doesnt turn out right... and i know my mum could hear it... and i could hear hers....
And im still wiping my tears now...
How pathetic it is right...

Pls let me be strong...

Let me get over this phase..

Let me sleep and not staring at the walls...