Men in my life

so... of late.. ive been receiving messages from the men in my life..

Particularly dad and elder bro...

I seriously think that being away is something new to everyone back home.. & it made missing someone more sweet than it is when we are in the same country or continent..

Dad has been sweet on his msg.. Im telling you.. ive never received these kinds of messages from my dad. of course, who would msg that when we stay in the same house right... but having the messages from my dad.. is something to ponder n wonder and grateful and love him more.... Asking about my health continuously ever since i had a very bad bad ache recently that really made a scare among the people i feel dearly in australia..

And asking

'how are you dear?

'how is your back?..

and always ends with 'miss you"...

yes.. its my dad.. heee..

You see.. these are the things i should treasure most....

and of elder brother.. yes.. some will know that my relationship with him is fluctuating.. we can go at each others throat at one time.. maybe the age gap wasnt that far apart.. things are always being compared.. welll.. im sad to say that, im always doing the comparison.. teehee.. haha.. cant help it.. maybe its due to the 'middle child syndrome'... haha....and he being the eldest... yes.. eldest always get their perks.. but then.. when i think about it.. i just realised where i am right now... hmmmm.......

and to receive occasional message from him is good enough.. call it truce when im away from everyone... yeahh.. sad isnt it that you can only feel or realised this way when you are very far away from your love ones... in a foreign land.. haizzzzzzzz....

and.. congrats to my elder brother.. he got himself an internship to dubai again this May to July... and hopefully to France in august for an exchange program for at least 4 months... in a quite good business school as he said in the sms.. ok.. im bragging here.. haha... really proud of him... i know behind those idiot antics that he pull on me or the subtle/rough statements (that i think its wrong just because i want it to be wrong; but actually make sense to much of my disgust) exterior.. lies the gentle and caring side of him...

and so we realised that both of us are not gonna be in Singapore for this year Hari Raya... i hope my mum could really take it... and hopefully, all of us will be reunite in the next Hari Raya... Insya-Allah....

to my younger brother.. congrats on getting a new road bike!.. i heard smoother than any bicycles at home.. brrrr............ so i think there is some reason for ur accident when you chip your tooth!.. hehe......