i found myself angry, tired, frustrated n all that negative feeling rightttt after i passed my report to the afternoon staff.. and it dragged till i reached my blk.. i was not having a good morning today.. i didnt had time to go for my break.. nor for a pee, tat i have been keeping in my bladder for only God knows how long.. patients came into my cubicle at unpredictable timing... n all the patients that went in were all overflow cases.. n one of the bad overflow cases would be general medicine(GM).. n yes... all the patients were GM cases.... how great!
but i have to give a myself a pat on my shoulder for the job well done.. coz.. i did finish the work on time.. did all the orders from dr.. with little help that i received from the ward staff.. i really think that.. today... no one was playing a part to show any team work.. sad but true....
n i have to thank my manager for helping me to do the whefra..

n so.. i was dragging my feet to the lift.. but.. well.. i just thought i should take the mail...
n what i received today.. really make all the feelings that i felt since i left the ward, vanished!!.. WHY?.. hmm.. well.. i shall announce when it is real... coz. i feel like im dreaming..
i was shouting on top of my lungs.. calling all my dear ones rgd it.. my parents were estatic.. my older bro was behaving like how he is right now..normal.. toneless... n my younger bro was doubtful.. yeah.. n my best friend were crying or should i say in denial???.... yes.. i shall not say much abt it.. what abt my boyfriend??.. UNREACHABLE at that time!!!..

den.. i proceed to log on my msn..a conversation strike betw an old friend.. was an intense conv i must say.. but i don really like how it went.. coz.. it was jus pretty ugly.. miscommunitcation was there.. n words tat were not said, were mistaken being said.. so not fair!!..understand?.. nvr mind.. only me will understand it..
and it den lead to an ugly face off wif bf... but.. at last... we did come to terms abt it and realised.. all of this is just miscommunication somewhere along that line.. whichever the missing link lar..
n im sorry dear.. it was an inappropriate tone of mine...

n now.. i shall.. rest my mind for tmr's bladder scan test..........