i must learn to let it go.

im into almost 2 months into nursing.. 1 month into real working life as the first few weeks were the honeymoon days.... (gone were the days)...

i mus learn how to let it go... and not affect my normal life outside hospital.... i had bad nights... i could not sleep.. was tossing around the bed.. and wat did i do?.. thinking, wat to do the next day once i reach the ward..wat did i miss out on the previous shift...
its a bit traumatising u see.. well for me.. i even dreamt abt my preceptor!!... but she is really a nice lady...and i don know why.. she loves to speak chinese to me.. hmmm.... surprisingly, for someone who seldom watch chinese show, i could understand most of the things she said... *wink*

im getting a hang of it... handling 10 patient is a no joke...whoever says nursing is an easy job n jus TO serve bed pan to patient, deserve a big smack on the head... i'll be damn glad and honour to do it for YOU!..

im dead beat lor...

i cant wait for next year.. yes.. i cant wait...