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how should i put it in a nicer way...

im in a dilemma yesterday... not forgetting that i was not having the best day ever... i was pushing myself to the limits.. that i almost breakdown in clinical setting.. i really felt the pressure already.. but at the same time.. i got an unexpected call.. im happy yet confused at the same time.. i don't know what i should do..

skills or theory?

talked abt it wif the whole family...

argghh... i don't know what to say anymore in this blog..

im tired.. mentally actually... even though my feet are killing me everyday of my attachment.. but that is secondary..

the case load that im taking.. its taking a toll in me.. by the end of the posting, i need to be efficient in taking 9 cases... im begging for Strength. Endurance. Patience. Stayin Saint..

i find myself stoning in the ward for almost 1 hr aft my shift ytr.. this timing was the longest....usually, when shift ends at 3pm.. in ten minutes, im OUT of the hospital... but.. since im this condition... im going out of the ward at 4pm!.. which is not good...

n why didn't the accelerated students know their work even though they are in year 3??.. it is so sad to see them so lost in the ward.. n no one practically care abt them... but its irritating for me coz they asked a lot of questions.. questions that they should already know the answer... & not to mention.. they like to drag me to the cubicle n see WHAT they are doing... argghhh..

i should stop here....

i think i must make a full use of today since im off.... all i want to do is jus sleep...