bikini!!!!!

arrrgggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!.. first day in the ward!!! in a new ward!!!...

im tired!!

i have been on my feet for 7 long hours!!...i need massage!!!!.. i know someone offer to massage.. but haizz...

AND!!!

first day.. i saw a lot of freaky stuff man!!!.. was posted to surgical ward.. hmmm... it was a lucky thing lar tat i didnt had my breakfast when i saw those stuff... some people who are not strong enuff to see this kind of stuff.. would gag or lose their breakfast orrrrrr.. worse.. faint!!!!... yup... wat was the freaky stuff??.. hmm.. i saw an abdomen rupture.. yippy..hehehehe... i am not scared of this stuff.. the thrill is there u seeee..... the thrill to attack those wounds... those bloody wounds.. wif all those oozing blood n dead tissues n etc etc... it really got me excited.. haha.. call me weird... but i like to see this kind of stuff.. the feeling to actually thoroughly clean it, is extremely excitable!!.. haha..

my weekends were well spent!!.. haha... spent wif my fav girls.. kak azlina!!!.. u rock lar.. haha.. kakak berotot.. hehe... yesh... soon.. i will go for tat diving lisence.. n wear thAT hot red bikini!!!,.. khakha!!!.. bikini eh?.. yup... but don worry.. cencored myself... haha...ermmm...

kak ina n mary.. haizz.. both of u.. really don look alright ya know.... cheer up babes... lagi lagi mary.. gosh... u look terrible.. smile pls.. smile for me.. smile fr the bottom of ur heart.. tak pe.. org lain tak nak tgk kau happy.. tapi aku nak!!!..aku nak bedah!!.. AKU NAK!!!!!!!! hehe... kau senyum utk aku aje.. haha...hmm.. apa eh surprise nya on saturday???.. hehe...

to u.. don know whether u will read this.. take care of urself aite.. don make me worry k...without u... my day seems gloom.. u make me smile jus by hearing ur voice.. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm... missing ya....coping yar.. hehe...still can cope.. hehe...